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John Bulter Trio "Better than"

Fri, 05 Sep 2008 18:43:14 GMT

Awesome song. Awesome lyrics, go read it.
I just saw them live yesterday.

p.s I miss you baby (:

Wed, 27 Aug 2008 21:01:28 GMT

This is so dead. I like it.
Haha

awkward

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 22:25:21 GMT

Reading that sure feels weird. Funny thinking about it but sure as hell would be awkward if it happens face to face. What am I supposed to say? Haha okay... let me walk 10 steps in front then you guys can carry on..? HAHA

Its killing me but let it not get to me.

An all-nighter!

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 07:37:14 GMT

12.30am... Still studying at the library, can't concentrate maybe later.

I can't concentrate, I got so much on my mind but can't find the words to describe or express it. Just f-ck it.

I'm going back to studying.

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 07:50:03 GMT

People resist changes; we all hate it to a differing degree. I've always thought that I'm pretty adaptable with changes and am pretty okay with it. Right now I've come to this point in my life where I see the inevitability of changes and I can't exactly say I know how I feel about it.
You know its funny how about two years ago when I first came to the states, all I talked about or wanted to do was to return back to Singapore. Now less than a month away from being done with my first semester here at WSU and returning back to Singapore for the summer, I feel so indifferent about it. Right now I feel home is here, with the friends I've grown to know and love, with rugby and the rugby family that is so much a part of my life, the independence and freedom to make my own choices and the responsibility to bear the consequences of it, I'm not so sure about school but I'm a student so what can I say. It just seem so surreal that in less than a month time I'll be living a life for 3 months that is something different. I think I'll suffer from rugby withdrawals.
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I wish I had the courage to tell you.

Mon, 07 Jan 2008 00:20:16 GMT

I'm so bored...! There is no bus service on sunday, and I don't feel like walking in the snow. Ever since I arrive here on Wed, I have been having cravings for chinese and korean food. The thing is I cant seem to find any in the cafe down stair. I really need to satisfy this craving cause its making me eat any junk food that I can find in my room. Maybe I should just start walking off campus to find some asian food.
School is starting tomorrow, I'll be taking finance, economics, management operations, and marketing. All the business core classes, kill me. Its all new for me, I'll see if I like it. I seen the enrollment list for the classes, and most of them if not all has like about 200+ people. Its one huge ass class, at least for me (I'm used to small classes of like 40 at the maximum). Tomorrow is gonna be one exciting day, hope it all goes well!

I'm so bored, still contemplating on whether to go off campus for food.

I knew I should have moved into a co-ed dorm or at least not have my hair so short. hahaha cause this is what happens:

A: There is a guy in the dorm.
B: Erm no... she is a girl.

Wth... haha

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 05:42:00 GMT

You promised me starry night skies.
They just remind me of your shinning bright eyes.
I'm missing your voice at night time.
Sepa-separation seem-seems a sad crime.
Don't don't don't think think that I forgot you you you are are are,
Oh so sweet uh- I I I -

I knew if only you were here.
(Things would be more magical.)
If I was there.
(Right now would be more radical.)
You're so not near.
(I'm wishing I could place a call.)
And feel closer to you. Oh.

Miles of air and road and land,
They separate me from all my plans.
We're havin' havin' havin' havin' fun,
But something something tells me I miss someone.
But I hope hope hope you didn't forget me I couldn't,
Forget you the whole time I always knew.

I knew if only you were here.
(Things would be more magical.)
If I was there.
(Right now would be more radical.)
You're so not near.
(I'm wishing I could place a call.)
And feel closer to you. Oh.

Say that you're into me, let me know how it will be.
If you don't know just say so.
Wait 'til the perfect time, think of all the perfect lines.
I'll make sure if I let you know.

We've got movies on the list to see,
Things to do just you and me,
Calls to make from here to there and back.
We've got fun to have and days to spend,
Songs to sing or just pretend,
At least for now just keep things right on track.

Say that you're into me, let me know how it will be.
If you don't know just say so.
Wait 'til the perfect time, think of all the perfect lines.
I'll make sure if I let you know.

Say that you're into me, let me know how it will be.
If you don't know just say so.
Wait 'til the perfect time, think of all the perfect lines.
I'll make sure if I let you know.
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I'm deadbeat... need to catch some snooze.
Random but I hate phone bills, smses here are f-ing ridiculous.
I'm so bored, omg. I'm just tired and sleepy from camping, this entry is not making sense. Goodnight.

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 05:08:10 GMT

4 down and... no more to go. Woo-hoo, I'm glad summer classes are over!

I absolutely had the intention to blog, but... Human Weapon is on now! Today's show is on savate streetfighting. I don't wanna miss my show. HAHA I'll blog tomorrow.

Tag, you're it. I'll do that too.

Sat, 21 Jul 2007 05:57:34 GMT

Last updated: 7 weeks ago.

7 weeks later... I am here almost done with the summer quarter with only 2-3 weeks left having a bloody ol good time (Not). It is funny though that I finish on Singapore's birthday, okay maybe not that funny after all. I am not expecting much this quarter but still hopeful, just hopeful.
Can't wait for sunday to come, going over to the summer house to soak in the sun, ride the jet ski, play golf basically just vacation. Hell yeah, finally! Summer is actually quite awesome here, lots of festivals going on like there is USC 10th party tomorrow, creation festival, free outdoor movie screening and more. I just sound like I was advertising or something. I'm just gonna go to sleep now and unknowingly (make pretend) put an abrupt stop on my post.

You wish you were here, with all the music going on (=
and I wish I was someplace else.

Mon, 28 May 2007 07:06:44 GMT

Its one of those days that I'd wish I could disappear.
When would things be truly enough? I know its never gonna be enough, because what is enough for me is not good enough for you guys. I'm really tired to the bone already, physically and mentally. I feel like I'm put onto a treadmill that never stops running. Sure I do have fun sometimes but there is always a price to pay for it. Its either you gotta have straight As or you gotta work to pay for it. Even though it isn't implied explicitly but we know how it goes. Ultimately I feel like I'm not living my life but I'm living your life. I seriously need a holiday, I have not had one since the day I step foot into the U.S. Maybe that is part of the reason why I'm getting exhausted.

To my friends,
I'm sorry I'm not that much of a good friend.
I'm sorry for all the promises I've broken, sorry for the lack of initiative keeping in contact, sorry for the lack of response and replies, sorry for the times I wasn't there for you, sorry for the times I've disappointed you in one way or another, basically I'm truly sorry for being such a lousy friend. I do admit that I'm quite a lousy friend to have.

It is just one of those days...

Mon, 14 May 2007 05:47:41 GMT

Lets just say I love to see or read words, but dislike writing words.

Boardway (Capitol hill), oh you gay ol town, I love!

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 06:00:36 GMT

I'm tired, and I'm done.
I don't have anymore to give.

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 05:16:04 GMT

Fuck, I don't know why I'm pissed or am I not? But I'm "pissed" cause the lily allen concert is fucking SOLD OUT! Dammit, I should have brought it earlier, I don't care I'm gonna find my way to it somehow.

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 06:35:43 GMT

The group at the snoqualmie pass for snow tubing!

Snoqualmie

On the ride up

Tubing was fun, fun, and more fun plus cold. It snowed like crazy up there, so its like flying down the hills with snow all rushing to your face. We had fun throwing snow balls at each other faces and knocking people off the tubes. I'm lazy to upload already.

The cat is so adorable, he comes in every morning and lies on my bed like that.

Signing off

I'm living in the music

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I tried to find the words to explain how perfect you are in my eyes,
and to begin to tell you how much this heart of mine have always love you without a doubt in sight. I want you to know even more that I appreciate you for being just the girl you are, you are truly beautiful inside and out. You are and always will be precious in my heart.
To you my love, I love you.

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 06:57:24 GMT

Soon, it'll cease to be...

I'm thrill the quarter is ending soon yet at the same time NOT. because it means I've got only approx. 20 days to finish the 10 pages research paper for finals and a whole chunk of unlogical logical statistic to study. Plus the japanese katakana words to read. Ah the irony. So bored of school, I need a break. I need a break away from rules, routine, work, and being a little of who I am not. I want to feel free again, away from the pressure to perform and most of all the rules. I need/want to live on my own, by my own rules.
Tomorrow the group is going down to snoqualmie pass for snow-tubing and I want to go but not want to all at the same time. I think I should go. Well I wish summer would come now, I'm tired of being cold and dressing to stay warm. I wanna be in shorts and tees. Maybe I should just fly to Maui, no wait I mean Singapore. I wanna go home )=

It makes no difference to me
What you leave behind
What you choose to be
And whatever they say
Your soul's unbreakable

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 06:40:54 GMT

Two words.
Fuck up.

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 06:35:32 GMT

Be warned, this is not a very nice sounding post to read; definitely not happy sounding.

This morning just started out bad... I left my textbook on the bus, yeah how smart. (worst of all, it has to be the most expensive one 120 bucks and furthermore I brought it along to study for an exam later) OH WELL. I do hope some kind souls return it please, I'll be very very very grateful. If not I'll suffer for the rest of the quarter. I thought this was bad enough, to add on to the already not so wonderful morning/day. I had to fall sick in the middle of a class and in the middle of school. My head was spinning and I felt like puking, could not even walk straight. With the sudden condition thrown upon me, I still had a 2 hours exam to sit through. Now, I'm still trying very hard to recover from this giddiness and all. I think I need to sleep. Haha, it doesn't sound that bad right, but it is really bad )=

OH and when I was running for the bus this morning, my hair which is still wet from shower actually turn to ice. Like I was running my fingers through my hair cause I wanted to swipe my fringe to the side, and at first I thought I put glue on my hair or something, then I realize it just turn to ice. Okay sound stupid but I really didn't know that happens.

Bye. Goodnight. I need to wake up from this unlucky/very bad dream.

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 05:52:51 GMT

Dead Livejournal; R.I.P
but its coming back alive for once, and maybe another and another.
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Let me in to see you in the morning light
To get me on and all along the tears they come
See all come, I want you to believe in life
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
And when you find out who you are its too late to change

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, all the time
Oh, I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, all the time, sometimes

Lift me up, just lift me up don't make a sound
Let me hold you up before you hit the ground
See all come, you say your alright
But i get the strangest feeling that you've gone away, you've gone away
And when you find out who you are its too late to change

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, all the time
Oh, I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, every thing you wanted, all the time
Don't give me up
Don't give me up tonight
Soon nothing will right at all, salvation
Cause when you find out who you are too late to change
Too late to change

I wish I could be every little thing you wanted, all the time
Oh, I wish I could be every little thing you wanted every little you wanted all the time
This time, every little thing you wanted all the time, oh
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away

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Its really difficult to lose weight, goddammit. There are like foods, snacks all around and my room is like a miniature candy empire (I didn't buy them). The weather is fucking cold, I just want to stay home and be warm. Holy cow, how am I ever gonna lose weight?! haha I must try, I must try...

Every single time I feel that my life is peaceful (and I like it that way), something has to blow my way to change it (be it good or bad); drama or not. I hate to make decisions/choices. I'm perplexed. Fuck.
Whatever, I'll just bury myself in my books and notes for now. Until its inevitable.

Off to the land of dreams and freedom!

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 05:34:43 GMT

The promised update. haha but I doubt its going to be long anyway. As usual, school has been pretty hectic and busy with essays here and there. Ni hongo today was funny because its quiz day and I got pretty nervous when it was my turn to read the vocabulary and guess what? I accidentally read ONE letter wrong and she ask me to come back again tomorrow ))= but I swear I knew how to read. Lol
So I went to watch the movie "Freedom Writers" last friday and damm... it is just an awesome movie. It was really touching and real (okay yeah it is a true story) and haha it made me teared (don't want to admit that) at some part. A movie making me teared is something hard to come by. -winks
My life is really boring, so I really don't know what to write/say here. My television, speakers, ipod pretty much keep me entertain, can't beat the comfort of the bed with all these. (=
I guess all you can say about my life is: there is no drama, drama. mama mia! haha maybe I do miss a little of the drama but not much. Such a mundane life!

I'm a nerd and a total brat,
And I love Chu!

I love all you loved ones as well! (=

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 06:49:40 GMT

I promise an update soon (=

For now, I gotta go learn japanese! Quiz tomorrow, and haha I still have not studied.

Oyasuminasai, watashi wa nihongo benkyooshimasu.

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 06:47:33 GMT

Love you guys who tagged (=

So I did promise I'll update, but maybe tomorrow. I want to go to bed now, I can't keep my eyes open any longer.

Loves!

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 06:53:42 GMT

what is unusual about me not updating anyway? I have been really tied up the past few days. Actually maybe not, I had like a 5 days holiday due to the snow. It should have been 6 days, I can't believe I had to walk in the snow to school. Goodness.

Anyway this is just a mini-update, I'm really tired now. When I do have the time, I'll update.

Loves!
p.s. if you tag, I might consider updating more. LOL (=

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 03:31:14 GMT

Fu*k I'm so tired right now, but damm assignments just keeps piling. Oh... just snow a little longer and heavier please. So I don't have to go to school tomorrow. Is it just winter or me? Cause I can't seem to get out of bed every morning.

I'll finish up this update in awhile.

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:01:12 GMT

Omg Omg Omg! School starts tomorrow and I forgot to buy my books. And my Business Statistical Analysis class is making me print 20 pages full of lecture notes, its scaring me to death. I can't even understand the notes. My books, how?!?! Breathe in, breathe out.

I spent New Years Eve counting down in bed watching movies, how exciting. Haha but it was fun especially since my whole body is aching (I really meant whole body) from snowboarding for one whole day. (=
Today, which is New Year Day, I thought I lived in dead city or something. Cause when I went out in the morning, the whole street was empty. I thought I didn't know something the seattle people know. My body is still aching and it doesn't help when I cycle right into a pole. Haha LOL but that was not my fault. I was looking down thats why.

So anyway, I better go find my books somehow or I'll be dead.

Happy New Year! =D

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 06:55:29 GMT

Will update tomorrow, got to go to bed now. Work tomorrow at 6am.
I had a good christmas (=

Loving you always